I am working towards the idea that Mistress will arrive in California to demand care and attention. As her submissive, I need to be ready financially, physically, emotionally, sexually, and socially.
A list of wants. Wants are things that will improve my life. They are not necessities. - Pay for monthly pedicures for Mistress. This requires 50 to 70 GBP - Pay when Mistress requests coffee, throne differences, and food delivery. This requires 20 to 50 GBP weekly.
Figuring out my needs is a challenge. I do not feel comfortable asking for my needs to be met. Also, I struggle with differentiating between my needs and my wants. Below is a a list of my needs. - Speak with Mistress daily - Be of service to Mistress. I get satisfaction from being of service. Helping Mistress grow professionally and personally is important to me feeling useful to Mistress. I need to feel and know that I am helping Mistress. - Approval from Mistress. I need Mistress to tell me when I have done something well. An action she approves of. - Financial security. I have not done a good job with my financial security. I need to increase my financial security to reduce stress. Improving my financial security will allow me to fulfill my wants. - Housing. A place to call my own is important for my growth as a person. - Need for personal growth. I need Mistress to challenge me to improve - Cooking. Mistress tells me to cook certain meals for he...
Name : Jack Age : 31 Height: 6'3" Weight: ~240 lbs. Sexual History : None Submissive History : was a finsub for a few weeks. Being a finsub was not for me. Relationship Status: Single Health Issues : Gastrointestinal, Erectile Dysfunction Turn-ons : Kindness, muscular women, being told what to do. Turn-offs : Lethargy, mean-spiritedness.